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/m/ - Monologue

ἐδιζησάμην ἐμεωυτόν.
Miscellaneous fragmental writings, self-dialogues, and rantings.
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 No.70

It is a situation in which all philosophy collapses and God disappears. I hated life to an extreme point. Sometimes I even wanted to give my life to others - utilized by others - because I didn't need it. Then, I gradually realized that all the resentment came from the presence of time, that this "life" was actually occupying time, and I couldn't really isolate this "life".
In life, both misery, and happiness, function as torture.