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/m/ - Monologue

ἐδιζησάμην ἐμεωυτόν.
Miscellaneous fragmental writings, self-dialogues, and rantings.
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 No.95

I'd rather kill myself immediately, if I gradually find I'm not able to success, in the future, literally.
This is the very "my" own stuff.
The traditional way of "life" should be a battle, a war, and I need to defeat my opponents and enemies. If I cannot kill them, I need to win them over.

 No.96

One of the differences between me and others is:
I'm not actually interested in myself - this I.

Oneself - this I, is NOT the idea of I.
This I is NOT the I;
just like, this self is NOT the Self.

People keep making mistakes about this.


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