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    File: 1714807872200.png (753 KB, 1271x715,imageMagick.png)

     No.102

    I'll document Lolita outfits in a humble way and make every of them licensed under CC BY-NC-ND 4.0. I don't have a lot of very elaborate JSK or OP at the moment, but when it's expensive and beautiful enough to be worth photographing, I'll make a picture of that. Stay as anonymous as possible, so most of the pics definitely don't show full facial features. I know that posture and body shape can also give away some secrets, but now it's not actually the first thing that needs to be considered for me.
    Purely for fun and nothing else: https://deep-swarm.xyz/posts/lolita-gallery.html

     No.103

    This is literally a woman thing and honestly, it's the only acceptable form of a woman for me.
    So far I've found that taking portraits and making them with darktable and gimp is really enjoyable and meaningful. I've been secretly arranging and organizing these outfits for a while now.
    I'm actually very strict about clothing, extremely comfortable and high-performance fabrics that must resist washing (Arc’teryx) or extremely aesthetically pleasing designs that are not suitable for everyday wear (Lolita brands https://deep-swarm.xyz/toolkit/posts/2023-12-29-lolita-consumption.html).
    It takes a reason and a specific natural atmosphere to wear a Lolita outfit. This is in contrast to what is perceived as a very unnatural form of confidence in this kind of special clothing, which they like to say with embarrassment: I wear my clothes just for me. But the deeper reality is that, clothing is not just for oneself (being stared, watched and perceived), it's an interaction with the environment and space, and it has nothing to do with a more kitschy cultural identity either.
    I'm not at all interested in the Lolita community (especially the kind that likes to gather together). Being stared at is also pretty embarrassing, I avoid wearing it in front of people, and I don't want to reveal that to anyone I don't approve of, so I should enjoy wearing it in front of my friends.

     No.104

    File: 1714810865804.png (197.06 KB, 330x303,Maki_Miura,_Shizuka_Miura,….png)

    Another thing: I have no interested in Shizuka and her music. I only loved and enjoying Morita Doji and 浅川Maki. I don't want people to misunderstand that.
    Essentially, I really don't think that Gothic Lolita outfits has much to do with being "a beautiful and sad woman" per se, and even the poems I've written have never been in the context of a celebration of women.

     No.105

    >>104
    Doji's albums are all on a different level compared to Shizuka's. I've always felt that Doji's folk music is the highest achievement within Japanese pop music, or music. Even compared to the underground, only something like the Flower travellin band can equal it, I think. But, actually, what I really really know in my mind is, FTB certainly doesn't have a lot of the things that Doji's music has. It's not deep, it doesn't have any thinking but it's unforgettable, a real shallow shadow you want to escape from. Like those 广东人.

     No.106

    File: 1714812832641.webm (2.63 MB, 600x559,02 - ぼくと観光バスに乗ってみませんか.webm)

    >>105

     No.107

    File: 1714814862739.webm (13.17 MB, 1280x720,Harutaka Mochizuki 20170826, fragments - 2-PqsxGJFa5WY.webm)

    >>104
    Perhaps another relevant piece (full video), by Harutaka Mochizuki: