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РᎡΕМІՍМ ᏟΡ ΡОᎡΝ ᏙӀᎠЕΟ

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TorXor - Uncensored Search Engine

🛡️ 𝚆𝚎 𝚠𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚛𝚘𝚍𝚞𝚌𝚎 𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚃𝚘𝚛𝚇𝚘𝚛 𝚜𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚌𝚑 𝚎𝚗𝚐𝚒𝚗𝚎, 𝚠𝚑𝚒𝚌𝚑 𝚛𝚎𝚙𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚜 𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚒𝚗𝚒𝚝𝚒𝚊𝚕 𝚖𝚒𝚕𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚗𝚎𝚜 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚍𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚕𝚘𝚙𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚏𝚛𝚎𝚎 𝚃𝚘𝚛 𝚗𝚎𝚝𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚔. 𝚃𝚘𝚛𝚇𝚘𝚛 𝚒𝚜 𝚊 𝚍𝚢𝚗𝚊𝚖𝚒𝚌 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚟𝚎𝚕𝚢 𝚖𝚊𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚊𝚒𝚗𝚎𝚍 𝚜𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚌𝚑 𝚎𝚗𝚐𝚒𝚗𝚎, 𝚎𝚗𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑 𝚛𝚎𝚐𝚞𝚕𝚊𝚛 𝚠𝚎𝚎𝚔𝚕𝚢 𝚞𝚙𝚍𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚎𝚗𝚜𝚞𝚛𝚎 𝚛𝚎𝚕𝚎𝚟𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚎. 𝙱𝚞𝚒𝚕𝚝 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚊 𝚜𝚝𝚛𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝚞𝚜𝚎𝚛-𝚌𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚛𝚒𝚌 𝚙𝚑𝚒𝚕𝚘𝚜𝚘𝚙𝚑𝚢, 𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚖 𝚒𝚜 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚒𝚐𝚗𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚏𝚞𝚗𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚊𝚜 𝚊 𝚛𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚊𝚋𝚕𝚎 𝚋𝚛𝚒𝚍𝚐𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚃𝚘𝚛 𝚗𝚎𝚝𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚔. 𝙸𝚝𝚜 𝚌𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚙𝚞𝚛𝚙𝚘𝚜𝚎 𝚒𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚍𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚟𝚊𝚕𝚞𝚊𝚋𝚕𝚎, 𝚠𝚎𝚕𝚕-𝚜𝚝𝚛𝚞𝚌𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚎𝚍 𝚒𝚗𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚖𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚠𝚑𝚒𝚕𝚎 𝚎𝚏𝚏𝚎𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚟𝚎𝚕𝚢 𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚌𝚑 𝚌𝚕𝚞𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚛. 𝚃𝚘𝚛𝚇𝚘𝚛 𝚊𝚕𝚜𝚘 𝚘𝚏𝚏𝚎𝚛𝚜 𝚊𝚗 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚐𝚛𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚊𝚍𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚝𝚒𝚜𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚏𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚘𝚠𝚜 𝚞𝚜𝚎𝚛𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚖𝚘𝚝𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚒𝚛 𝚘𝚠𝚗 𝚠𝚎𝚋𝚜𝚒𝚝𝚎𝚜 𝚒𝚗 𝚊 𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚜𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚝𝚛𝚘𝚕𝚕𝚎𝚍 𝚎𝚗𝚟𝚒𝚛𝚘𝚗𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝. 𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚊𝚌𝚑 𝚜𝚞𝚙𝚙𝚘𝚛𝚝𝚜 𝚊 𝚖𝚞𝚝𝚞𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚗𝚎𝚏𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚊𝚕 𝚎𝚌𝚘𝚜𝚢𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚖 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚟𝚒𝚜𝚒𝚋𝚒𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚢 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚒𝚗𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚖𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚚𝚞𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚢 𝚌𝚘𝚎𝚡𝚒𝚜𝚝. 𝙾𝚞𝚛 𝚖𝚒𝚜𝚜𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚒𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚋𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚑 𝚊 𝚌𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚗, 𝚜𝚎𝚌𝚞𝚛𝚎, 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚌𝚊𝚖-𝚏𝚛𝚎𝚎 𝚜𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚌𝚑 𝚎𝚗𝚟𝚒𝚛𝚘𝚗𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚒𝚗 𝚠𝚑𝚒𝚌𝚑 𝚑𝚒𝚐𝚑-𝚚𝚞𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚢 𝚒𝚗𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚖𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚛𝚎𝚖𝚊𝚒𝚗𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚛𝚒𝚖𝚊𝚛𝚢 𝚏𝚘𝚌𝚞𝚜. 𝚆𝚎 𝚠𝚎𝚕𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚍𝚋𝚊𝚌𝚔, 𝚒𝚗𝚜𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚜, 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚏𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚊𝚕 𝚘𝚙𝚒𝚗𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜, 𝚠𝚑𝚒𝚌𝚑 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚋𝚎 𝚜𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚎𝚍 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚞𝚜 𝚟𝚒𝚊 𝚖𝚢 𝚎𝚖𝚊𝚒𝚕 𝚊𝚍𝚍𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚜. 🛡️

Contact📩:

torxorsearchengine@proton.me

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http://torxor7ez4fnai2egvu3f2cplvpwb5uxgcn4dfeuar7vxibpovfqidqd.onion/

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Bug fixed

A stupid bug now fixed.

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Just Another Library

The only clean and cloudflare-free digi-library over the internet.
Onion only: http://libraryfyuybp7oyidyya3ah5xvwgyx6weauoini7zyz555litmmumad.onion/
The search results in Chinese are quite complete, so don't worry. Haven't done much research on this digi-library yet, but my download speeds with snowflake-client on are acceptable.

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Advice

Since I decided to not 'teach' anyone else about general topics on life or learning stuffs, even reading list, so I don't give advice, though I'm able to give many and that'd make them think I'm a sage, these 'new ideas' also make them feel good, and they can really benefit from such advice, for a while. But I still don't want, and I wish I never want to do that again.

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Reverse engineering of the "soul"

The absolute reverse engineering of that soul, the decoupling of that riddle, is impossible, is like saying, I cannot understand the final mystical remains.

Why a person, is said to have their own "Holy Guardian Angel" - an astral being (according to Crowley & Steiner), but minerals, plants and animals only have "group souls"? Does a HGA directly has connection with a person's "haecceity"? or is it a mix of HGA + personal spirit?

>Humanity in general goes back to group-souls. The farther back we go in human evolution, the less developed we find the individuality.
>Even today human group-soulness is still not overcome.
>This “groupness” is more and more pronounced the farther back we go into ancient times. Groups of human beings then belonged together, and the group-soul was considerably stronger than the individual soul.
>https://rsarchive.org/Lectures/UniHuman/19091204p02.html

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Year of 1998

1998 = 666 + 666 + 666

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Black Friday

I've really been obsessed with https://enlightenedequipment.com/ for a few days.
>Custom and Stock Gear is 20% Off
and I'm looking for an ultra-light sleeping quilt ASAP. Does anyone here have real-world experience with one? their black friday sale ends in 28 days so i'm still wanting a more budget one

https://enlightenedequipment.com/down-quilts/

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Teodor Currentzis & musicAeterna Orchestra @Shanghai Oriental Art Center

I'll be at the Shanghai Oriental Art Center on Nov 27 around 19:00 for the Wagner concert by Currentzis and musicAetern:
https://musicaeterna.org/visit/event/rihard-vagner-der-ring-ohne-worte-kolczo-bez-slov-v-shenchzhene-2/
If anyone else is attending here [1], feel free to reach out.

Program

Richard Wagner (1813–1883)
Der Ring Ohne Worte | The Ring without Words
Symphonic suite based on the opera tetralogy The Ring of the Nibelung
Compiled by Lorin Maazel (1987)

I Das Rheingold |The Rhinegold
II. Die Walküre | The Valkyrie
III. Siegfried
IV. Götterdämmerung | The Twilight of the Gods

[1] It's occultish to say "here" here, but I'm just saying it.

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Noble nonprofit organizations

The first came to my mind is Codeberg e.V..
And codeberg.org is perfect.

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喜欢自嘲和开玩笑的人

在身处逆境时喜欢自嘲和开玩笑的人认为自己是通透的——假如这人已经经历过青年时期的痛苦，他会觉得自己更加通透了，反正痛苦只不过是个普遍事物而已——但是有另一个更加负责任的选择，就是把这经历隐藏起来，向内反复思考。
在身处逆境时喜欢自嘲和开玩笑的人是不负责任的、自私的，炫耀自己的逆境和心境以逼迫自己不反思整个处境和跟世界的关系。

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Tried Hyper8

> A static site generator for video publishing.
I like the devs, they also build faircamp etc.
I just uploaded a short video, but the process was a hassle because I was doing it on my laptop. May not update it actively, so i'll just leave it here: https://videos.deep-swarm.xyz/Music/

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人通过塔罗牌取到关于日常事件的答案

1. 占卜工具（18世纪后用来 Cartomancy 的塔罗牌，或用来 Bibliomancy 的书，等等）和占卜工具上的图案或内容的排列，对结果准确度的贡献似乎都在心灵意志之后：心灵意志（人） -> [应用]随机抽牌（自然） -> [使用]现成的占卜工具（世界的艺术对象）
2. 任何塔罗牌自有一套规则：抽牌的人只要遵循这个规则，心灵意志就根据这个规则和“答案”再经过随机定律选择了某个特定的“象”，这样人就选择到了答案
3. 就塔罗牌设计来说，被认为能测得更“准”的塔罗牌，它的牌面设计可能更符合日常事件运行的组合
4. 这个心灵能看见最准确的那个答案

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Services may still unstable these days

My server provider frantech physically migrated their servers to Swizterland few days ago - resulting in 3–4 days of downtime - but still now I find the slack storage block attached to my server has connection issues.

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日本文化 Japanese culture

日本文化是我见过的欧亚文化中所出现过的最让我反感的东西，不仅仅是反感现代的日本动漫和那些文盲精日，还有一些更传统体面的，包括茶道茶具文化。任何年轻人或者中年人，只要是中了“高贵”日本文化的邪，妥妥的奴隶道德持有者。
我小时候喜欢看寺山修司，当然地下音乐也是必修课，看铃木清顺，但过了那几年，我认为我再也不会返回去去对这些感兴趣。当我阅读意大利人写的宗教长青哲学书籍时，里面时不时会提到日本文化的一些概念，我会感到一头雾水，因为我根本就不觉得日本的任何看似是“思想性“的东西跟我所关心的那些东西有真正的联系。我对佛教了解甚少，但是佛教文化所延伸出来的”茶道文化“一直令我恶心无比。现在四处都是那种白天徒步钓鱼晚上品茶做精神日本人的低级虚无佬，老婆也清一色文盲，人均管他们的钱+母老虎这种配置（男的假文艺吸引了文盲女：双向奔赴），有时候偶尔跟他们打个交道（一般是买东西，比如我最近买了茶筅，只是为了做抹茶拿铁用）他们恨不得把自己的尊严自己的ego秀你一脸。
日本的登山品牌montbell做的最蠢，不小心碰一下我脑子里就长满了那种封闭家庭民族的优越感和莫名其妙的道德清高感的画面，那些搞户外咖啡搞装逼露营的美式日式复古男女就是从崇拜这些开始的，muji montbell etc. 的衣服设计非常虚伪，如果可以用虚伪这个词去形容服装设计，那就形容日本人所做的所有日本品牌的服装，肩部邋遢，袖子短，也绝对不会给你设计好什么肩缝，全部落肩处理，因为他们觉得真时髦，禅味十足，就差没说自己是“户外潮牌”了。我想过上一千年也别指望日本人会想到像始祖鸟那样做衣服，还function is beauty, 没看到function到底在哪，也没觉得beauty。。。
日本的餐具风格最流行也看似最高级的是那种不对称的“手捏”感，还有什么手工锤纹，有时候看到那种餐具器具我真觉得我被侮辱了审美。我感觉我看到泥人在我眼前炫耀自己交配的姿势，就这样。
日本的哲学就不用说了，从左翼到右翼到民族主义，到无政府，到现代，无一不是废物。跟海德格尔对过话的那个人势利地就差跪下来了（日本民族管这叫什么真诚）
日本的haiku就更是笑掉大牙了，完全是假到不能再假的诗歌的代表，有些老中乐队还觉得haiku这个词特edgy做自己专辑名什么的，专辑内容就是抽烟喝酒日逼迷幻-“尊严”自我，跟日本精神确实一脉相承。
我认为我除了未来可能会研究到禅宗-天台宗这类的中日宗教，应该不会光顾日本文化的任何方面了。不逛那些精日欧洲user的论坛也是这个原因，还spiritual呢，你跟我说你们在一个丑到不能再丑的日本风格imageboard上跟别的人聊“不能欣赏日本文化日本电影日本动漫的人是normie”时我真不知道spiritual这个词到底啥意思了。废物adhd intp/infp左派们求你们别再装模作样拿gnu/linux装逼拿日本文化充自己有文化有品味，我知道你们干什么都是为了交配，当你们说什么禁止"hate speech"禁止"反LGBTQ+"的时候，我寻思我要消灭的不就是这种人吗？就是反对你们啊。

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Theosophical University Press (Pasadena, California)

Theosophical University Press (TUP) makes their publications open access:
- https://www.theosociety.org/pasadena/ts/tup.htm
- https://www.theosociety.org/pasadena/ts/tup-onl.htm
- https://www.theosociety.org/pasadena/ts/tup-ebooks.htm
And there're some very high quality pdfs available.

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Ultimate

Rudolf Steiner - the ultimate philosopher
Deleuze+Smullyan - the ultimate professor-philosophers
Novalis - the ultimate scientist-poet
Goethe+Tolkien - the ultimate writer-poet
Aleister Crowley+William Blake - the ultimate artists
Mozart - the ultimate artist-composer
Beethoven - the ultimate poet-composer
Xenakis - the ultimate philosopher-composer
Sclesi+Scherchen - the ultimate acousticians
Steiner+Goethe - the ultimate pedagologists
Novalis+Goethe - the ultimate mystics
Novalis+Mozart+Goethe - the ultimate musician
Haydn - the ultimate church-composer
Josquin+Grisey - the ultimate acoustician-composers (spectralists)
Hoelderlin+Nietzsche - the ultimate hermitic doomers
Wagner-Peirce-Wilde - the ultimate bloatic chadders, imaginary aristocracy
Varg+Uncle Ted+Stefan George+FSF Foundation - the ultimate self-reliance community headers
Max Stirner - the ultimate project-manager & capitalist
Ernst Juenger-Pierre Teilhard de Chardin - the ultimate archaelogists

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Observations on the quality or method of pdfs produced by different groups

1. Normie anthroposophy, "spirituality", astrology users (only read Steiner, Swedenborg etc.). The dumbest. They will upload very ugly, disorganized pdfs to libgen.is which are directly exported from epub (with the Times typeface). Because they don't have knowledge about modern computers, and are completely unaware of aesthetics, functionalities etc.. It's a true torture when I accidentally downloaded these pdfs.
2.1 Normie right-wing users. The same as what described above.
2.2 Elite right-wing users. Some of them are really good at typesetting beautiful pdfs, highly aware of and responsible for what they have made. And there're also many ardent publishers. The one with the most decent aesthetics (and know what real efficiency is) is Pax Aryna. These users usually have acquainted with mysticism, Jung etc. Know how to spread pdfs on the archive.org. But there're also large number of meaningless pdfs produced by certain publishers. I guess they're just very crazy and eager to spread some works…
2.3 Left-wing / devoted marxism users. I don't know their behaviours on processing pdfs. Their marxists.org is a good html source.
2.4 Anarchism users. THE typesetter archetype. Very good at producing decent (and color-less) in-print booklets/brochures (Tiqqun etc.) They have many well-organized multi-formatted text libraries: theanarchistlibrary.org, so common sources are already shared in all-formatted forms (absolutely open-source), refined flyers and brochures uploaded to libgen.is. Lack of perception on colors, obviously don't "know" art or music.
Best functionality & lowest artisian. Seems like nihilism, objectivism. They destroyed individuality in typesetting activities and pushed efficiency to the extreme…
3. Computer science users. They can't live without markdown, so they put all "books" on github pages etc… and they seem only read text books, very highbrow to them. They appreciate beautiful LaTeX pdfs, but too lazy to make artistic, personalized pdfs themselves. They're consumers [*].
4. Logic / mathematics users. The most decent and witty. Sometimes they attach very useful tocs inside pdfs. They like djvu format from which you can't copy anything. Also, I can't stand a default LaTeX pdf (with very large page paddings).
5. French philosophy or literature users are really stupid and even disgusting. [1] They can't live without adobe acrobat, MacOS etc. Most of the pdfs are processed by adobe acrobat with disgusting OCR. EVILEST group.
6. Regular philosophy students / users. They don't know how to monochromize, because they don't use linux, they use a Windows for their whole life, so their computers may slow, and they don't pursue saving small pdfs, so don't care about large / grey pdfs.. and don't bother to address this issue, I guess. They have abandoned their lives.
7. Art students. They don't seem to read e-books, or maybe they just don't read books at all.

Outside the online pdf industry (I guess):

1. Un-pdfized sage users, i.e., HTML chads. Like this: http://opsopaus.com/OM/BA/ETP/ . I guess many gutenberg users don't read pdfs, they only use HTML+physical books.
2. Elite "spirituality", magician users. Outstanding organization of HTML texts. thelemapedia.org, hermetic.com are good examples.
3. Txt users. They are also palemoon / tor etc. users. They directly read gutenberg txt files… maybe.

[*] Consumers of mathematics students/profs' pdfs but producers of computer science markdown books.
[1] They have ruined Dante pdfs.

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My mind types poem verses for me as long as when I feel pain. So the even weirder thing is that when I'm in a beautiful natural environment (such as when traveling in Europe), my brain is generally blank. Even when I tried to consider the corresponding verses, I had no clue at all.

If read more Jung, he gives hints that made me think Why. Why I am not able to feel the nature through the language of poetry. I've been always suspect that this will be the very Why that I cannot write decent poems.

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The Day Has Come

The day that I think 'Times / Times New Roman' is beautiful than 'Latin Modern Roman / Computer Modern Roman' has come.
Computer Modern Roman is now unreadable to my eyes.

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Complaints & Anger Thread

It's really annoying when you want to go to bed early, turn off the lights, only to be woken up by those slaves of companies who take their Friday night off, then they will have their Sat and Sun, to continue this torture.

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George's circle

One of my disappointments on George's circle is not only I don't hold positive views on that kind of cringe organization of a literate group, but they as applicators of literature or philosophy - obviously I think George hasn't made significant progress in philosophy - they completely ignored the religious thought of the entire Middle Ages. The Middle Ages seemed to them as if it never have existed, for I never saw any mention of it from this circle's members. If they just "accept" Goethe and some major poets, it is obviously not enough.

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Swedenborg Foundation

Swedenborg Foundation (an independent, educational US-based nonprofit) makes their publishes open access:
https://swedenborg.com/bookstore/swedenborgs-writings/
https://swedenborg.com/emanuel-swedenborg/writings/rse-downloads/
High quality pdfs.

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Group chat

I guess it was in some group chats someone spread out my onion address. I think none of them is relevant to this chan actually.
Don’t waste time on my chan if you even don’t bother to read a Nietzsche.

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Paraphrasing giants' life and thoughts

I don't know how some scholars can tolerate paraphrasing the thoughts of giant philosophers and publishing them as their own work in a scholarly compilation. What is most cringe is merely describing a giant's life / actions with unclear language while ignoring all the precise scientific details.. I don't think it's helpful for readers to really understand, say, Goethe's thoughts.

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Religious experience

After have realized the God, deities etc., it’s literally every couple of days there will have "religious experience" or mystical findings on this "myself", I was so curious and confused then I read mythologies, various religious histories, astrology stuffs, gradually in the end I found that the phenomena corresponded almost entirely to the myths, maybe with only slight deviations. Overall it's very mystical and even very systematic. But then I found that I was less inclined to talk about this discovery or write down whatever, because I did feel tired and exhausted of it. I think that's universal, and I don't want to be an one another guy who finds it, atm I'm not interested in composing them as poetry. I think I really didn't care about actual gods, deities whoever else, even that's a Dionysus, a Hades, or an Osiris, I think I'm not interested to be one of their fan, when one human being only able to be ONE OF, but not THE ONLY…
This emotion may be called jealousy. The strange thing is, why I'm so jealous of actual gods? I swear in my mind I'm not, maybe never ever, but it just like I’m jealous of them…
It's not about believe in the existence of gods (they don't need intellectuals to believe, I guess), it's about WHICH ONE, the first, or even not the first, it's about that thing existed even before the "first", or maybe we can simply say, that only ONE.
But it's true that some deities are seductive. This explains why so many poets relied too much on their divine beauty and failed to be independent.

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I’m not actually living in Shanghai but tomorrow I finally can go to kode9’s gig show. It’s strangely stressful since I now really SHOULD social with someone offline for many reasons.

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It looks like if I stay away from this personal chan for too long, it will end up being full of spam and trash. OK since I have been very busy with a new company for a while, really should make an effort to incorporate my old routine into my schedule…
Gosh this is really hard.

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The reason of becoming a poet

Is simply that an old poet friend of me killed himself.
I have been suffering from regret of his death since he died. I think at some certain time I didn't treat this friendship (I was forced into this friendship I wasn't really willing to befriend with this guy obviously) very sincerely because I thought his poems were stupid.

Who else can do such a thing for him besides me? Maybe some of his dumb leftist friends have made similar decisions to continue his life, but I know none of them can fucking do better than me.

When your poem is still so tender that it is almost stupid, it has its beauty. This is also my thoughts on him, or his stupid poetry.

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The most important feature of degenerate modern life

The most important feature of degenerate modern life is the unnatural respect for daily life.
For apart from the pursuit of "tranquility" in daily life, there is nothing to pursue. People conduct a large number of imitations of higher activities in their daily lives (such as "returning to nature") to eliminate the damage they have suffered in the workplace, and to suppress their embarrassment of the fact that their childhood dreams have been forgotten.
Against daily life.
Against daily life tranquility.

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PDF Request Thread

I am open to any reasonable request to reprint your desired pdfs. Give the transcription url (or better, give the result that you transcribed) and the license.

Notes:
- The overall binding design of the pdf may need to conform to the current template, but you can suggest the cover design (colors, pictures) and any content related. You can choose to be given credit or not, if you have a site badge I will put this in the bottom of the copyright page.
- I am not sensitive to copyright stuffs at all, but when reprinting, I will still try my best to avoid violating the copyright regulations of the original publishers.

Request via email or make replies under this thread.

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Regarding the current trend

I don't understand why Classical or philosophy scholars/students are so fond of posting their dialogues with AI chatbots…
Guys… That's really boring and not intelligent at all.

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Most played albumes of 2024!

1. Scelsi: Œuvres pour chœur et orchestre - Jürg Wyttenbach
2. W. A. Mozart: Requiem in D Minor, K. 626 - Jordi Savall
3. Bach: Morimur - Poppen
4. Jean Philippe Rameau: Complete Works for Harpsichord - Michel Kiener
5. Anton Bruckner: Symphony No. 7 - Karl Böhm (April 5, 1997)

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One psych & progressive, Kraut band that I forgot the name

Their most popular album has the purple color with a low saturation degree, seems to be a vague image of landscape, and the names of the tracks were like this:
1. wind
2. fire
3. earth
4. water
…
A highly technical band. I lost and deleted many old online accounts so really cannot recollect it.

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A general notice for art-student visitors

1. I don't like to judge you guys in person, but I really don't need to know your guys' dirty reason of starting to learn philosophy or Linux ("LeArN" Linux??? No…), like sexual-addiction or gender cognitive anxiety. Yes I have essential aversion to these topics, and I also completely feel that I am offended if you actively want to talk about these your "private interests" with me.
2. Think carefully about why it's so hard for you to study devoutly and continuously, and why it's also so hard to just fucking insist on doing something meaningful, and why you guys rely so much on buying unnecessary physical books to deceive yourself into thinking that you might learn better through these. Why there's recurrently depravity exist in your lives.
3. I have known your single motivation to try to use certain philosophies in order to seek fucking benefits and comforts for your own lives. This is not a thing you need to show off to me. OKAY…
4. Read a book like "The Little Typer" if you want to learn programming, don't just start from SICP etc. or even something like HTML handbook whatever okay. Please don't use any Github learning resources they're useless. Just don't use Github.
5. The bottom badges are called a webring, these ain't my side-project websites.

Please don't feel that you (a random who) are being targeted, this is also a manifestation of your arrogance. There really are a bunch of art-students I've known during my pre-historic Internet lifetimes, these're just common features of all of them.

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Moved by "dumb" anarchists

Why not? I'm almost crying.
>从我进入光明的那一天开始——由于一个偶然的巧合，现在我不想进入了——我带着我自己
>的善和我自己的恶。
>意思是：我的快乐和我的悲伤，还在酝酿之中。二者都随着我在时间的道路上前进。我对快
>乐的感受越强烈，我对悲伤的理解就越深刻。你不能压制一个而不压制另一个。
>现在我已经砸碎了门，揭露了斯芬克斯（Sphinx）的谜语，快乐和悲伤只是生活沉醉其中
>的两种烈酒。因此，说生活是一片肮脏可怕的沙漠，在那里，花朵不再绽放，朱红的果实不再
>成熟，这是错误的。
>即使是最强烈的悲伤，那种驱使一个坚强的人有意识地、悲剧性地粉碎自己个性的悲伤，也
>只是艺术和美的有力表现。
>它再次回到普遍的人类潮流中，带着犯罪的耀眼光芒，驱散并扫除了许多人的封闭世界的所
>有现实的结晶，以便上升到最终的理想火焰，并在新的无尽的火焰中消散。
>Renzo Novatore

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Advices for simple minds

Definition of simple mind:
1. you only want to find yourself like a Leo-constellation user. You just don't want to transcendence. You just want to live without any stress and finally go to die without any regret. You don't know what is called a passion. (except when you were falling love with a random who)
2. For knowledge, you think you don't need to learn literally EVERYTHING to understand this world. (High art and music, philosophy, mathematics, theoretical computer science, etc.) Even you're a dumb specialised PhD you're most likely a one-sided simple-mind which is factually dumb and spiritualless.
3. There was one thing like - someone told you there's a operating system called Linux and they repeatly want to support you to use that OS, BUT after a very long time, YOU completely lost interest and you just fucking use your luxury big-button "APPs" on Windows or even MacOS. You love to make yourself "comfortable" and effortless when using any beyond your knowledge technology, so this makes you fucking use MacOS like forever.
4. (For art students) When you first time heard about Gilles Deleuze you thought that you seemed intertest in "Philosophy" but after a few days you just wanted to utilized his ideas in a very shallow way to do your damn courseworks then you forgot about everything which means you continue your eat-shit-fuck software lifecycle like a NPC.

Any of the above points appearing in a simple-mind user will more or less lead to unsolvable nihilism or depression. They really ARE in a slave-morality mode in the sense of Nietzsche's philosophy. Instead of saying fuckoff on my normal days, now I want to ask, How you can do? Because if you're a simple-mind user you literally love comfy life you don't want to being bullied by those unnameable things which make you feel like you're outside a black box (any system) and thus you're HOPELESS.

1. Allow yourself only do very basic social work and be sincere about it. Don't think that being absent-minded at work, waiting to cook your own dinner after work, and then looking at your iPhone or MacOS will change anything for you. You won't be an "anarchy" when doing like this, OKAY? You're not responsible for everything you're not "liberated".
2. Don't travel, improve your real life situation and always keep your room tidy. You're just fooling yourself think you fucking love nature. Nope you're just spending your money and watch a real-life video nothing more.
3. If you have a one-sided "philosophy", try hard to merge it with real life objects - NOT in the sense of art students bullying Deleuze - before you "find yourself", genuinely learn from simple social works. This include basic and boring tech jobs. Think about this boredom itself, this is not work, this is boredom. Think about the essence. Oh no, I think this may be beyond their ability to think, because they are too numb and may not have the thinking function.

Finally, FUCKOFF you simple minds. Do not follow any of the above advice so that I can watch you die in the near future.

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Best of 2024!

Composer
Jón Leifs

Conductor
Jordi Savall

Label
Auvidis-Montaigne

Performer
The Hilliard Ensemble

Instrument
Harpsichord

Philosopher
F. W. J. Schelling

Poet
Stefan George

Mystic
Rudolf Steiner

Film series
The Terminator

Anime series
しゅごキャラ！

OST
空の境界 第三章·痛觉残留 OP

Software
pipewire

Website
https://gutenberg.org/

Distro
Alpine Linux

Publisher
Brill

Libre publisher
Tradition.st

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Like Schelling's writing style

I gave another try to read his Philosophy and Religion, absolutely logically clear. If you haven't read any philosophy and have some training in cs or logic, you can read Schelling first. His philosophy language is artistic and his philosophy is spatial structured, harsh speeches reveal his uneasy and stressful INTP personality, but it's completely as elegant as Telemann's "Du aber Daniel, gehe hin" song.

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What do these 'Brat' users think about everyday?

They said that every time they use chatGPT, they will never forget to say 'thank you' in the last, because they really fear that AI will retaliate against humans after mastering the world and thus pose a threat to themselves.
I can feel that they are even complacent about their fears and this behavior of “doing good” for human beings.

I accidentally saw this while was checking my old friend's sns account.

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Mayhem live

Anyone has one more ticket for Mayhem live in Shanghai Vas 2025.1.19? I can give 10~15% more for the price.
Although it seems really really impossible to get a ticket here, I still want to give it a try…

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I uploaded the Aries Book Series of Bill

vol. 1-36 and 37.I.

Official page: https://brill.com/display/serial/ARBS
Editor: Marco Pasi
Download it here: https://deep-swarm.xyz/share/archive/Aries%20Book%20Series%20-%20Brill/

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Translation of The Analects 2:2

子曰：「詩三百，一言以蔽之，曰『思無邪』。」

Translation by James Legge:
- The Master said, "In the Book of Poetry are three hundred pieces, but the design of them all may be embraced in one sentence - 'Having no depraved thoughts.'"

by Ezra Pound:
- He said : The anthology of 300 poems can be gathered into the one sentence : Have no twisty thoughts.

None of them are adequate.

My translations:
- The Master said, "The Book of Poetry has 300 pieces, (I) cover them in one sentence: 'Thoughts ain't degenerate.'
- The Master said, "The Book of Poetry has 300 pieces, one sentence to cover them: 'Thoughts ain't degenerate.'

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Schelling & Boehme

I am shocked that Boehme's worldview described here is almost indistinguishable from what Schelling said in the Ages of the world, but this is perhaps indeed what I expected. Has all of Boehme's teachings become an established common sense for the German romantics? Regarding the Wrath of God and the Love of God, I can only assume that what they refer to are formal concepts that connected to specific opposite activities / actions, the one is positive, the another is negative.
Btw, Why Schelling's daughter had the name "Auguste Böhmer". Interesting.

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Gumi, Wowaka etc.

I don't know the name "Wowaka," but when I want to give this new music a try, I suddenly realized that when I was in the early stage of high school, I listened to GUMI intensively, and in the later stage, I loved K-pop.

Gumi: https://piped.itinerariummentis.org/watch?v=7F4Cmu6vF-I
Wowaka: https://piped.itinerariummentis.org/watch?v=vnw8zURAxkU

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Rough ideas on the God

1. God obviously is not only nature, because, music is not nature.
1.1. most [perhaps all] of the formal musical components exist in nature;
1.2. the mechanical designs of musical instruments imitate nature;
1.3. the musical intervals, pitch classes formally exist in nature, like the ratio design of ancient architecture, which literally imitates nature.
1.4. So music theories formally exist in nature.
2. the sum of all "good" music pieces equal to the spirit (not really, I doubt it, compared with this statement, I doubt more about this: some single music pieces equal to the wholly of the God. So I put this more forward.) Is the sum of all spirits equal to the soul of the God?
3. The nature is the body of the God (Schelling's Ages of the World), and the music is the spirits of the God.

useful references:
- https://txtdot.deep-swarm.xyz/get?url=https%3A%2F%2Frsarchive.org%2FLectures%2FGA283%2FEnglish%2FAP1983%2F19061203p02.html&engine=&format=html
- Holy Ghost, Tim Hodgkinson

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Mystericism sages' thoughts on music

>WHY IS music called the divine art, while all other arts are not so called? We may certainly see God in all arts and in all sciences, but in music alone we see God free from all forms and thoughts. In every other art there is idolatry. Every thought, every word has its form. Sound alone is free from form. Every word of poetry forms a picture in our mind. Sound alone does not make any object appear before us.
>As to what we call music in everyday language — to me architecture is music, gardening is music, farming is music, painting is music, poetry is music. In all the occupations of life where beauty has been the inspiration, where the divine wine has been poured out, there is music. But among all the different arts, the art of music has been especially considered divine, because it is the exact miniature of the law working through the whole universe.
>Hazrat Inayat Khan

If they're serious, then I really can't help laughing. What I am most dissatisfied with about those sages of occultism perennial school is that they only use their religious experiential way to describe music or some other art like this. The result is just an overly general definition. If we replace "music" in the sentence with "love", "poetry" or something else publicly recognized as beauty, those sentences are also suitable for any random sages of the perennial school. I've read Schuon's poetry a bit some time ago, but because the content is too general, I think it ultimately lacks spirituality. When Schuon was young, he was said to be deeply influenced by the German romanticism and Sturm und Drang, and he wrote his first poem under this influence, but after becoming older, his poetry became more impersonal and didactical. Tbh I really don't like didactic poems at all, those sages always put themselves in the position of masters or leaders of a community, which really cringe to me.
Steiner is obviously different from most sages of this kind though.

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I never understand why many composers never think someone make documentaries for them (and maybe they will actively engaged in) is cringe. Perhaps only Scelsi is an exception. In this regard, Scelsi is a truly dignified composer, and all exhibitionists who try to pretentiously make others know, praise or criticize themselves are hypocritical and disgusting. Most poets and philosophers, or ancient composers, music theorists, never cared about their fame in their day, they just did their own thing.

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Why Never had I seen anyone talking about Dorian Electra's music on those imageboards?

I love Dorian Electra's music.

Quoted from my early comment on her (mayber his LOL) music:
> Splendid blend of hardstyle and hyperpop, masterful production quality. Iron Fist is the best track, the best of its kind. Electra, True Lord of hyperpop.
>It doesn't take much for people to feel the superiority of Electra over the likes of PCMusic, i.e. A.G. Cook, or Yung lean&Bladee. Electra is almost in line with Lady Gaga's legend.
>Boring tracks: 4, 6-8.

Highly recommend the album My Agenda. Just care nothing about her claims on gender issues :-)

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Atma Shatakam (The song of the Self)

>I am Consciousness, I am Bliss, I am Shiva, I am Shiva.
>
>Without hate, without infatuation, without craving, without greed;
>Neither arrogance, nor conceit, never jealous I am;
>Neither dharma, nor artha, neither kama, nor moksha am I;
>I am Consciousness, I am Bliss, I am Shiva, I am Shiva.
>
>Without sins, without merits, without elation, without sorrow;
>Neither mantra, nor rituals, neither pilgrimage, nor Vedas;
>Neither the experiencer, nor experienced, nor the experience am I,
>I am Consciousness, I am Bliss, I am Shiva, I am Shiva.
>
>Without fear, without death, without discrimination, without caste;
>Neither father, nor mother, never born I am;
>Neither kith, nor kin, neither teacher, nor student am I;
>I am Consciousness, I am Bliss, I am Shiva, I am Shiva.
>
>Without form, without figure, without resemblance am I;
>Vitality of all senses, in everything I am;
>Neither attached, nor released am I;
>I am Consciousness, I am Bliss, I am Shiva, I am Shiva.

—Adi Shankara, Nirvana Shatakam, Hymns 3–6

I only like the "I am" part.
>I am Consciousness, I am Bliss, I am Shiva, I am Shiva.
Better to omit more unimportant parts, then it becomes:
>I am, I am, I am, I am.

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Mika Vainio, Alva Noto & Ryoji Ikeda

Years ago I've listened that famous Live 2002 then I really into this kind of "microsound" electronic music. But from that time on, I was more interested in Mika Vainio than Ikeda and Alva Noto. For Alva Noto, whose bourgeois soyence music only made me cringe so much, so later he frequently collaborates with Sakatomo, and obviously copying Deleuze's ideas (like Richard Pinhas) made me cringe more.

What the hell is this: https://inv.nadeko.net/watch?v=Y_-hKHbO-GE and this https://inv.nadeko.net/watch?v=8bH38uf3qa4

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Rubber carver

I was an ardent rubber carver in my adolescence age. I found out my endless carving tools and rubber plates before I really thought of this. I literally carved out almost 100 seals during that period, and I can remember once I took it to a street to sell some of them… What a crazy childhood. Why the hell I'm so addicted to carving / printing? I bought a binder machine (perfect binding with glue) a few years ago and made 2-3 books, but very poor quality. When I was younger, around 10, I used deadly white A4 paper and made exquisite small brochures (blanks) with my own imagination. I didn't know what I was doing. And I think any decent art student could do it better than me, but they won't spend all their time purposelessly on one thing like I do. I really don't see any deep things in these activities. But, when I see this history by standing here, when I look back put them together as overlapping layers, why these activities are simply painful? The pain is almost overflowing.

The truth is I was addicted to these DIY activities and use them to relieve my boredom. In my childhood days I was alienated from nature like most kids and the school was boring af.

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Moving into a historic home

It killed me to completely clean up this historic place. I guess this is my last uncertain residence. The only meaningful part so far is that I could learn some house construction or maintenance knowledge through workers instantly (wall brushing and wall repairing, etc.) This home is currently like a semi-finished product, like, half of the electrical appliances are broken, and there are also a HUGE number of broken cabinets that need to be repaired by me.
Next I really have to consider buying land and building my own house from scratch IN THE LONG TERM (Maybe. but buying a second-hand empty house is quite good, even better, because at least it saves you a lot of time, and you can also control the interior decoration of the house by yourself!). Completely tired of repairing old and bloated houses! this is actually my second try of doing this. It's impossible to live a decent life in a prefabricated house.

TIME TO GET RID OF EVERYTHING.

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Wagner

People should know that Wagner's greatest contribution to music still limited to film soundtracks today. Without Wagner or Strauss there would be no composers like Howard Shore. Other than that, I really never detect any clues that Wagner belongs in the great line of avant-garde. Wagner's musical theories are childish, stemming from the unthinking, instinctual anarchy nature of his origins.
I always thinking that, he would have been better off as a sentimentalistic/panganistic poet. He's pretty close to what Oscar Wilde is to me. They're both caricature-like, they're both possessing a certain unhealthy yearning for "aristocratic" life.
—
I never really understand why things like "leitmotifs" are so important. I really think it's vulgar. But it's appropriate that this kind of stuff is being used by Howard Shore to score a movie series. I have to get into a fairly secular state to "appreciate" Wagner, Wilde and TLotRs movie series.

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"You completed me"

Why they like to say, "You have completed me", or "Without you there is no me", or "By seeing you, I see myself", or "If I forget you, I lose myself" things like that… I guess they really like using this sort of sentences to express their love, devotion to lover, or devotion to the God, but apart from this decent reason, some really thought about themselves like this.
Soberly, this Novalis-like thinking about love (not exactly) has never applied to me. I don't think any one person can make me whole or bring me closer to the God in union with them. Tbh It's a really common and religious idea, but its cringe to me. Even if we want to connect the self with God, there is no need to put a mirror (beloved) between them. There is no intermediary between oneself and God.
Sometimes they think I am the purest of angels, sometimes they think I am the most evil of demons; they think I have messed up their lives, and they also think I have made them whole. Trash.
In my case, my conclusion is always only this: they will only be my enemies. Precisely speaking everyone finally became my enemies, and regarding the ever exsited romantic relationship, it makes the resentment deeper.

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Blake and Klopstock

The first song of Song Cycle by Blake and Das Rosenband (Klopstock) are very identitical to each other. Their spirits are aligned with Haydn's compositions.

>Im Frühlingsschatten fand ich sie;
>da band ich sie mit Rosenbändern:
>sie fühlt′ es nicht und schlummerte.
>
>Ich sah sie an; mein Leben hing
>mit diesem Blick an ihrem Leben;
>ich fühlt′ es wohl und wußt′ es nicht.
>
>Doch lispelt′ ich ihr sprachlos zu
>und rauschte mit den Rosenbändern:
>da wachte sie vom Schlummer auf.
>
>Sie sah mich an; ihr Leben hing
>mit diesem Blick an meinem Leben,
>und um uns ward′s Elysium.

>How sweet I roam'd from field to field,
> And tasted all the summer's pride,
>'Till I the prince of love beheld,
> Who in the sunny beams did glide!
>
>He shew'd me lilies for my hair,
> And blushing roses for my brow;
>He led me through his gardens fair,
> Where all his golden pleasures grow.
>
>With sweet May dews my wings were wet,
> And Phoebus fir'd my vocal rage;
>He caught me in his silken net,
> And shut me in his golden cage.
>
>He loves to sit and hear me sing,
> Then, laughing, sports and plays with me;
>Then stretches out my golden wing,
> And mocks my loss of liberty.

I'm always struck by the perfect way of how these two poems end themselves.

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On those poetry footnotes made by translators

I really had enough of those stupid footnotes. Why those scholar-translators are all that care about small details?
"… very controversial" Holy soykaf…
Just uninformative and stupid. I feel extremely cringe of that when they speculate about the poet's mindset when it comes to the use of a specific word or when they start using linguistic citations to over-interpret some isolated verses. What the hell. I really don't care about this.

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Plain TOC files

I put some plain-text TOC indexing files that almost manually organized by me for better use. Find a toc-adding programs yourself.

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Pirates of Bandcamp

My bandcamp account: https://bandcamp.com/hiddensolar, people can request for downloading if they need, just send email or DM to me.
But albums made by people I know or friends - I bought some of them - are not included.

Note: Solo Bands like hoplites and Trha made their album free-access.

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Yggdrasil

You're kidding me.
Why Yggdrasil has now become almost as important as i2p or tor?

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Maybe this chan should only accessible via Tor.

to prevent malicious visitors. Because you can't stop them from taking screenshots to censorship platforms and spreading them.

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Wtf is those huge distortion? Track 7 of https://play.qobuz.com/album/uzejfik2ni5db

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Announcing a new little project - Documenting the Gothic Lolita outfits

I'll document Lolita outfits in a humble way and make every of them licensed under CC BY-NC-ND 4.0. I don't have a lot of very elaborate JSK or OP at the moment, but when it's expensive and beautiful enough to be worth photographing, I'll make a picture of that. Stay as anonymous as possible, so most of the pics definitely don't show full facial features. I know that posture and body shape can also give away some secrets, but now it's not actually the first thing that needs to be considered for me.
Purely for fun and nothing else: https://deep-swarm.xyz/posts/lolita-gallery.html

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So I wrote a new poem.

你或许可以忘记我，由于我是如此透明，轻盈
那样轻盈地忘记，这时候你如孩子一般行事
忘记我曾为你的艰熬，暗夜，及曙光降临时
我真诚的眼，总是充满着动人的血丝
你的眼睛总是黯淡，告诉我你的不确定
你忘记海洋，由于它是如此透明，
满盈着数不尽的杂质，无法估量之深，
它被烈日或，温柔的橘色，照烈，
如此轻盈的蒸发掉，却根本不能显的更少，
海洋只是不说话，它拍打，你忘记了它，
你离开了它，因为你走出了海滩，
但你无法不听它层叠拍打的结果，你无法
奔跑得比，海浪声音还快，你相信我，
看着我充满血丝的眼睛，你忘记了它，
海，颜色的重量和它的意义压着你的整个人生，
由于你再也无法准确地回忆，
海浪变淡了，淡出你毫无空隙的生活，
你忘记了它，似乎，你是被迫忘记，
你说，你通过遗忘而生活，
遗忘，它如同你生活的根基和养分，
你认为，你遗忘我，就如同遗忘海洋，
你遗忘海洋，就如同遗忘了我，
你跑出海滩，总有一天，你要跑出
我的房间，总有一天，你要跑出那片海滩，
因为海滩，数目非凡，你离开这片海，
因为下一片海正在呼唤你，它寻找你，
你看着我的诗歌，笑得如此快乐，
而下一首让你快乐的诗，将让你更加快乐
你向我担保，我与海一起说道，
你的快乐，是你遗忘我们的结果，
而你的下次快乐，是你忘记这一首诗，
和你这次的快乐的结果。

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>>62
Just wasted 12 Euro and found out that it is even broken THERE! Prestomusic!
Need to submit a complaint.

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I'm so thrilled and ecstatic when I can enjoy this kind of stuff and Xenakis' works at the same time. It's like an individual who seems to devour and encompass all the Time that belongs to music. It's like "Ich lebe bei Tage / Voll Glauben und Mut / Und sterbe die Nächte / In heiliger Glut".
>I guess being receptive towards all sorts of stupidity and silliness is the hallmark of being sufficiently individuated, so that it's possible for a, say, Beethovenian to appreciate in his individuality an ECM style Jazz.
>It signifies the vastness and the ferocity of the soul. Bears all, suffers all, overcomes all. Accept, understand, and transmute. And never fears to be not sufficiently individuated, since it is impossible for the soul to be de-individuated, by virtue of the sheer power of the will that emanates from the soul and generates the thisness of the soul.

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Tent

Finally got something done quickly that I've been wanting to do for a long time, perfect.
New Tent instance: https://tent.deep-swarm.xyz/
For the time being I'm using a id cookie of my personal account, not sure how long this cookie will be valid but I'll keep an eye on it…

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LibreY

Yet another LibreY instance! https://librey.deep-swarm.xyz/
This is so great. LibreY supports both Clearnet and Tor search results, even torrents. And the setup process was extremely EZ. I've already set LibreY as the default, goodbye metager.
So, after thinking about it, I might set up a invidious instance one day.

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SearXNG

Yet another SearXNG instance! https://searx.deep-swarm.xyz/

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mystic

Why Kairos never release any Xenakis…

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Me own a top-floor garden of 60+- sq m. Planting some coffee trees, and be a real vo-men

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The web design stage of this site finally gone… New chan badge available! Animations’re still need a redo.
Now two sites look very similar, this is what I always want to do.

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It's now confirmed, after the first use of HD600, I don't use any Hifiman, anymore. Time to get a HD800s.

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My observations on computer/electroacoustic music gangs:
ircam.fr: boulez, macos-style, AI, intermediaries on all sides, most greedy;
tub&hague: musicology, sonology, naive engineering plus sort of higher culture, appropriate integration. So there exist label bastille musique;
british&us: a naive sense on computer music, open source, new electronic-instruments invented, some implementions on Xenakis' methods, follow the computer music tutorial book (like cs students follow SICP), naive AI "composing" etc. Many DAW plugins. Open to both avant-garde/jazz, and some degenerate popular music, even anime ost…

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I remember I saw many people of my old >institute, they liked doing data sonification, and some music cognition stuff, and they almost all know about Xenakis etc., even Schaeffer. But…
After all, finally I really did a privacy-focused project. This sounds like a dream but I really did, and all of them around me doing serious music&soyence research. And me doing Anonymity, for human voice, literally made for future communication softwares…

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Consuming Compact Discs

The list is still growing.

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Spatial or non-spatial is not so important, a multi-media show is not so important. Computer is not a base, >immersed listening is just cringe.
Researchers're always mediocre:
>When speaking of “meaning” in this context, it is in terms of immersion, in the manner similar to the perception of the countless sonorous events and sensations we are flooded with in our daily environments. In others words, music functions like a micro-universe, surrounding the listener, where sonorous information comes from everywhere around.
So immersed-listening bluetooth headphones take thier reason to exist.

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Although outhere has a degenerate web design. They are decent in graphic design, like this release shows. Static is better than dynamic. Cold is better than warm. "Web design" is generally degenerate.
Graphic design of Alia Vox is S-tier.

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Tom Yum Kung

I'm going to buy Tom Yum Kung ingredients like I used to and try to make my own soup, not sure if it's possible. It seems that the only Tom Yum Kung recipe at based.cooking is only for Instant noodle and no really useful information given. https://based.cooking/instant-tom-yam-kung-noodle-soup/

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final words on Art students

Art students are most skilled at learning the most shallow of cyberculture: Ted Nelson, Xenadu, Lain, and using all the stupid services like macOS and repeating Acc legacies while becoming super proficient in that green-platform. They will never know GNU/Emacs. The Supercollier code shown in an interactive Jupyter Notebook might make them feel hacky and quite Sound Art. Art students who feel uncomfortable with green-platform would use Notion, and call it a Rhizome, they limite their time that spent on green-platform, call it >resistance. Linux is impossible, thinking is definitely impossible too. They are the consumer of White-box art museums, they like pay money to a Hegel lecture, they think situationists like Guy Debord are the coolest, so is anarchist. Some of them will blindly follow Xenakis (mainly graphic scores, they love to post pictures of all kinds of graphic scores, even Ligeti) when they know Xenakis at some funny White-box moments. Some of them will abuse Xenakis, saying that it's a kind of Mathmatic Music, and therefore deviates from music, and so on. Many of them follow the path of Deleuze, saying Wittgenstein is bad, call it fascism. For them, audio-visual presentation of music is good, better with some experimental theatre stuff, which could show their avant-garde. But if someone brings them a piece of Bohor or Lachenmann, and ask them to listen to, tells them it's "noise music with a rebellious spirit", they would immediately start to praise it. They believe in "the direct power/action of the body", and I guess this mindless pursuit of the body is a consequence of the writings of some french philosophers. Unfortunately they forget one thing, the brain belongs to the body too. When they are able to catch Xenakis' saying
>Relearning to touch sound with our hands - that's the heart, the essence of music!
they copy it down to support their goal of never thinking. In general, art students are either dealing with their depression, or they're drinking heavily to emulate the spirit of Nietzsche, or they've been given the opportunity to get into the limelight, so they're going to become professional at Deleuze and Crypto/NFT, then start making a Persona.co artist website use their-real-name.com as the domain with full of JS. Some of them luckily enough to infiltrate the web-design team of outhere or Ensemble Modern.