Every poet around me wants to commit suicide at certain times.
I don't think I can bear the death of a poet anymore.

SAVE EVERY YOUNG POET AROUND YOU. TALK TO THEM.

Another interesting thing is that most of my family members write poems.
father: love/lyric poetry (mathematics education professor)
mother: childhood memories, the nature, seasons (preschool education)
sister: I haven't find some but I heard that she writes. (gamer)
Each of my parents should have written nearly 100 poems. Since I peeked at all the love letters between them when I was very young, I know this very well.

>>236
On my father:
Obviously he is repected in his area. He even reads Whitehead etc., but I don't know if he really understand those philosophers. He has written a book on mathematics and it has been so many years I'm just not willing to read! For I'm cringed. I thought I should give him a responsible review someday.
His ideas that cringed me:
1. Logic is boring
2. Philosophy is boring
3. Computer science is top-notch.
4. Music is math. Math is music. (He doesn't listen to music at all. I only know that there is a professor who was learning music now she is a math professor he admires very much)
WTF?

>>237
Some users think that if your parents are professors then you should be able to discuss many topics with them, that's wonderful.
The reason it's almost impossible for me is that my father is unwilling to admit that he lacks reading in many areas. So he can only make some arbitrary judgments. Just like Jung's father.

He feels awkward when I argue with him in any deep topic.

OP is a faggot and should kill himself

>>271
I really wish I could kill myself
I really wish I could kill myself
I really wish I could kill myself

Idk if we’re old friends or not lol. I’m a dummy who used to share u a lot photos of sunsets I’ve taken cause it reminds me ur name, I think it’s beautiful. I don’t really want to bother you since you have a new life and we haven’t been in touch for a long time. But as an old acquaintance I just wanna say hi and wish you well.

>>357
Hi, so which topic you want to talk about atm?

Wagner?… or UFO?

>>357
Since that I am not able to know who you are, it might be meaningless to repeat a 'wish you good as well' to you (the you is unknown)

I thought I mentioned something that you might have a clue about who I am but you don’t. Nvm, we just met online so probably not that close. But I always remember you, not in a weird way lol, probably it’s weird to you ><. I listen to music but not as the way you do, or like any music lover. idk if I can talk about Wagner and making any sense, I’m not a deep person and barely read, I might annoying you even started this conversation but somehow I just did, sorry? :3 I enjoy fantasizing about ufo stuff, outer space when I was a kid, it brings me serenity. Like an adventurous journey of Wagner’s music maybe. Nonsense talk haha, I can’t really hold a ‘meaningful’ conversation. I actually just wanna 路过踩踩 lol.

>>360
Hi… I tried hard to recall based on your words, but honestly I still can't place who you are. From what I remember over the past few years, no one has sent me photos like that, but you might be referring to a much earlier time. I didn't save any of them because the chinese term for "sunset", as you know (let's call this as A), isn't actually equal to the natural phenomenon it referring to, it's just a phonetic analogue of my real name (let's call this B). I used the way my dad calls my name B , which sounds exactly like the chinese term for "sunset". Naturally, in my heart I only relate A to its color, which is a rich vermilion, rather than the natural phenomenon. For example, my reaction to a real sunset is different from others who know my name, A. When I see one, I never think of myself, but some people "blame" me for choosing this name because it reminds them of me every time. I even imagine my old friends, the ones I've lost touch with, being forced to think of me when they see a sunset. It's really awkward, since I genuinely just want to be forgotten, this is actually a thought completely free of resentment, and not as people might imagine…

And, here is a reminder, I think, you don't have to apologize this much, there's really no need for overthinking or overanalyzing your own words. I've noticed some people like to do this, and I suspect this isn't healthy for themselves either.

Not to mention, as you claimed we were old friend, if someone is not a tech person, it takes time to be able to access to this onion site. This is an active act that doesn't frequently happen in my "social circle" as I can recall, so it means a lot if you carefully read some content of this site.