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ἐδιζησάμην ἐμεωυτόν.
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     No.43[Reply]

    The art of life is the art of bloatology. It is Goethean, I am impressed.
    It is sublime, it is beautiful, it is finally meaningful.
    It is hard, it is ascetism.

     No.29[Reply]

    Modern world's unrestrained praise of perception makes me feel extremly disgusted.
    TOTALLY FUCKED.
    The combo of perception + science.
    The combo of perception + science.
    The combo of perception + science.
    Gosh this is really a result of Romantic-Goethean philosophy!
    Real Poetry and Music have been truly forgotten!

     No.30

    >>29
    >result of Romantic-Goethean philosophy!
    I mean the Romantic-Goethean philosophy has been trivially misunderstood by the mass… so this is the result.

     No.31

    Likewise, degenerate successful normies being amazed by Nature, especially those particularly magnificent parts. Nature to them is objective rather than subjective, soydevs just couldn't understand this!
    Perception-sensation is subjective to them rather than objective.

     No.36

    >>29
    The best integration mode of perceiving and thinking, is might be like this:
    - Your perceiving is thinking; You think as if you perceive
    - Your thinking is perceiving; You perceive as if you think

     No.42

    >>36
    A true poetry is both pure and impure.
    You either live a pure life and write impure poetry, or, you live an impure life, and write pure poetry, hence to be completed, united.
    This is very hard to be precisely concluded. Since "pure" itself have to be said of form or of content.

    I am forcing myself to live an impure life, so the purity sense in poetry, can be meaningful.


     No.41[Reply]

    Geir A. Jenssen.
    YES.

     No.40[Reply]

    It’s surprisingly to understand why that sonification approach gradually became so intelligible to me.

     No.39[Reply]

    Imagination per se couldn't be self-sufficient, it is dependent. And "experience" is the same. They are inferior only because they just couldn't be able to be exist alone.
    They are waiting to be utilized, to be extracted to theories, to arts, to music pieces. They are reactive.

     No.38[Reply]

    Normally I don't treat myself as a person. I'm transforming myself to a song.
    阳光随着一同的惊呼洒在他们身上
没有送别，也没有临走前的握手
幽静的异国古道是致幻的飘带
一定会给他们带来片刻解脱的幻觉

闭上眼睛凝定神思，只见
冬夜木屋里善良的女孩正铺开满地的手枪
另一位站在积雪的窗台前喝着热酒
预测黎明之后的更多交谈
也许将成为彼此的知心
祝福对方的成功或失败

这样的梦，在最无辜的诗人的梦中闪现
在一件事结束前
人的语言就好像欢快的弦乐一样总加快速度
人的精神在收缩，心变得寒冷如冰
总能知道，没有什么比拿走不属于自己的任何自然去陶醉
而更加荒谬
倒掉热酒，也走出冬夜的庇护所，将自己身体劈开
孩子的友谊就这样结束

     No.37[Reply]

    Be an noble man. stand in solid ground and die in a wild. This is how the solely Love begins.
    The Love without anyone else.
    Sing songs for those who dead in the distant past but shouldn't have died that young.
    The Love with another mysterious who.

     No.28[Reply]

    People feel horrified when they realize that their so-called destiny/fate is largely predictable. Events are merely in a calculated sequence, and everything happens within that calculation.
    The Chinese BaZi and purple star system emphasize the calculation of societal & individual events in this very way. I realized a long time ago that this is what makes thought/idea incredibly free and unrestrained, with a depth that is genuinely unpredictable. I mean, when they are compared, they are not in the same level obviously.
    Only the content of thinking and feeling can be meaningful. "Thinking" almost dominates everything unpredictable. "Feeling" collaborate with "thinking", resulting in Art that possesses considerable depth.
    This is called Art, not destiny/fate.

     No.32

    Purple star astrology system care nothing about morals, it just explains that algorithm which mainly belongs to those "actual gods". Any moral teachings of any religion or culture is illusion of civilization, also it is deceptive and a means for actual gods to control man. Actual gods have forms, characteristics, and its functions. But the God-Absolute don't have such things. The empirical world is a theater in the true sense. The empirical world needs morals (good or bad, it doesn't matter) and scripts about the events (good or bad, to the minimum degree is classified by individual, and the maximum degree is by country or nationality) to function very well.
    Speculative minds and intuitive minds are facing the same theater-world that actual gods have managed from a very ancient times.

    Perception is not free, idea alone is free and eternal. However,
    - Perception without idea is meaningless illusion.
    - Idea without perception is "stunted and impoverished". (this description came from Steiner, also see: http://dswarmsikhttkg7jgsoyfiqpj3ighupfrvuz5ri3lu5q2dlqyrpgk7ad.onion/posts/quotes.html#33 )
    When perception is only being intended to produced for the forming of ideas, it makes that sense. This makes the God alive. This is how man escape this theater-world that actual gods control. Even if actual gods exists (the actual god does always continue to exist and function), the Truths has not yet taken shape.

     No.34

    - “太阳巨门” The Sun, The Gloomy Star
    - Emotionality belong to the cyclical relationship that indicates event-emotionality

     No.35

    When I first know some stories about 出马仙 agents I found they are stupid, evil and absolutly in a state of servitude.
    出马仙 are not even "actual gods", they are just ultimate "moral"-driven slaves that want to praise actual gods to take benefits. They are essentially spiritual animals.

    They give me a feeling like that when I was a teenager kid I showed my indifferent and ignorance to some ghosts that wanted to make fun of me. Those ghosts perhaps were the 中阴身 state of normie elders who just passed away and they literally make fun of me wanted to see my reaction.


     No.33[Reply]

    - beloved is the image of the God for a poet
    - my comment: If beloved alone is really the image of a god, that is a image of a fake god or the fake gods.
    - when they comment on a random normal spiritual-less poet: He doesn't know how he wrote his poetry, he just see words in nature.
    - my comment: the process of the forming of a poetry (non-spiritual) is not that "magickal". They know, and they are not able to "see", they imagine, they think or feel. Spiritual poets who able to "see" write "boring", universal beautiful / ugly poetry.

     No.25[Reply]

    This is truly spiritual:
    >the visions I saw I did not perceive in dreams, or sleep, or delirtum, or by the
    >eyes of the body, or by the ears of the outer self, or in hidden places; but I
    >received them while awake and seeing with a pure mind and the eyes and ears
    >of the inner self, in open places, as God willed it. How this might be is hard
    >for mortal flesh to understand.
    >Hildegard of Bingen

    "Spiritual life" is fake spiritual.
    Imagination is fake spiritual.

    Jung, Steiner, Bingen, Swedenborg are truly spiritual.
    Mozart, Beethoven, Xenakis, Novalis, most artists or poets are Spirit, they are not truly spiritual. They don't have visions.

    Truly spiritual is not necessarily really superior to anything else, but truly spiritual is truly spiritual. Truly spiritual is have the abilty to literally see visions. This is not imagination or Art. Don't confusing "spiritual" with Art, Music and Spirit.

     No.26

    >>25
    In the modern time, a thinker, an artist don't need to be truly spiritual to be a Spirit. Some truly spiritual persons are common in normies who don't read or write. They are not Spirit, but they are still truly spiritual. (Jung et al. who I referred to above as instances of truly spiritual are also Spirit and their Spirit aspect comes from their spiritual nature)

    This is the difference.

     No.27

    Music is essentially the creation of God and human. Human art has become the new nature, the nature in the world of idea.
    Music has already surpassed the sum of all spirituality. Then, the spirituality would suddenly consumed all the Music.
    Spritual is the prototype, is the history.
    Music is the becoming, is the future.
    God is living in the Music.


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