/m/ - Monologue

当对方只是一头善良的牛 Ludwig Klanges real deepswarm 11/03/25 (Mon) 09:07:12 No.100 [Reply]

你无论以何种方式对牛弹琴，他们总会给出这样一个标准的回答：
你这样 xxx 比做一个 tech guy 好多了，我们时代需要更多你这样的人，blah blah
😂😂😂 有趣的是时代不是选择了这些大厂人——也就是你们吗？我真的不觉得这个时代需要我这样的人。

Aïs real deepswarm 11/03/25 (Mon) 09:13:21 No.101

这个时代就像过去那个选择了达姆施塔特的时代一样选择了他们那帮人，道不同不相为谋，就算偶尔跟善良的牛们说说如上所述的废话，我也得堵住我自己的会说出更多吓死他们的话的嘴，我帮他们问我自己：“你谁都不是“来给他们那帮人让出位置，让他们继续在时代获利和成长这样我可以等待为我所用的时候。

Geoffrey Chaucer real deepswarm 11/03/25 (Mon) 12:59:18 No.102

最好这么说：当对方只是一头善良且💰很多的牛

Live concerts Pers´epolis real deepswarm 10/27/25 (Mon) 08:36:17 No.99 [Reply]

I've lost interest in live concerts. Maybe I was never truly interested in immersive live concerts in spaces. This distrust of space must stem from something in my own personality but not only a preference. So I shall care more about microphones and studio technology than the immediacy of live performance. Even artificial spatial sounds are more interesting.
And remember, in concert halls, you have to:
- passively listening everything
- The setup is fixed, and you cannot change your listening position flexibly. There's no time to adjust, because once the performance starts, social norms keep people fixed in one place - even at free-entry concerts where you don't have a pre-assigned seat and you can choose seat based on on-spot oberservations quickly (which may converge into what feels like the best position)

Poetry BWV 1002 real deepswarm 09/28/25 (Sun) 17:00:16 No.98 [Reply]

Life is not a poetry, but the World is.

Money Palacelsus real deepswarm 09/28/25 (Sun) 14:59:09 No.97 [Reply]

Money is spiritual.

Money is even a homophone of Mani.

Success Richard Stoleman real deepswarm 09/25/25 (Thu) 16:27:09 No.95 [Reply]

I'd rather kill myself immediately, if I gradually find I'm not able to success, in the future, literally.
This is the very "my" own stuff.
The traditional way of "life" should be a battle, a war, and I need to defeat my opponents and enemies. If I cannot kill them, I need to win them over.

S. 709 real deepswarm 09/28/25 (Sun) 14:32:48 No.96

One of the differences between me and others is:
I'm not actually interested in myself - this I.

Oneself - this I, is NOT the idea of I.
This I is NOT the I;
just like, this self is NOT the Self.

People keep making mistakes about this.

Only form of "living" Drian Ferneyhough real deepswarm 09/25/25 (Thu) 15:45:21 No.93 [Reply]

Living with thoughts,
evolving with thoughts,
elaborating on thoughts,
even summarizing thoughts…

I truly don't understand what people hope to gain by picking up and reading random philosophers. All they end up with are arbitrary optimized moral frameworks for action, including prescribed ways of "thinking" god/gods, including how they need to fucking behave when stay with "friends".

The world of events has nothing to do with the world of ideas - absolutely from my perspective - the two exist on entirely distinct planes. The world of ideas - e.g., the world of fortune-telling theories, the world of deep learning theories - summarizes or alludes at certain patterns within the world of events.

This made me less interested in "know thyself" stuff - "myself", but more on world, history etc. Grand disciplines. That was Ernst Juenger's position.

Mysticism has become ubiquitous, and I'm restraining my disgust for this crowd. They never dig further into what lies beneath. They're just learning, practising and spreading.

More on Juenger's position Luigi Russolo real deepswarm 09/25/25 (Thu) 16:04:31 No.94

What I don't care is his:
1. anti-tech stuff
2. revolt / right-wing stuff
3. anarch stuff
I care about the way he integrates his own world. Clearly, his greatest success lies in immersing himself in that age, concretely, in military, in literature, in each of the trending issues of that era. all for the sake of transcending it.

My parents and me Georg Trekkl real deepswarm 09/17/25 (Wed) 09:21:02 No.90 [Reply]

My parents have become very radical, avant-gardist, they seemly understand everything I'm doing - they're surrounded by real normies and normies' child - They don't read books (still, even though I bought some giant literature for them), they just exclusively find what I'm doing is always meaningful. Unbelievable.
Yet it's strange my mon silently absorbing anything I was saying. I see it as a price that must be paid, clearly something is morally wrong there, but since what I care about more is knowledge, and education, I need to forget about this, and wait for the transformations.
My mother geniuely appreciate Ketil Bjørnstad etc.'s music now.

I hope no more than 3 years they're able to use Ubuntu linux and I'll prepare everything for that.

最无法忍受的一种别人的无端揣测 Geoffrey Chaucer real deepswarm 09/09/25 (Tue) 10:24:42 No.87 [Reply]

认为我道德水平处于更低阶段道德的恶意揣测。即使我不在意道德，我的道德也远超定义了男女之间-人际关系交往的那种庸俗道德。

Current beliefs Cut its Roads real deepswarm 09/05/25 (Fri) 02:29:51 No.86 [Reply]

1. some forms of contribution were still nessesary after a spiritual wise guy's death. efforts needed when people want to preserve certain qualities of their individuality.
2. higher souls need to change the world of Gods as nessesary part of the entire process.
3. normie gods accompanied by normie souls, also as a nessesary part of the entire process.
4. the journey of Quest is endless. Union does not occur at a specific, preordained moment.

On Light Konrad Boehmer real deepswarm 06/12/25 (Thu) 06:25:05 No.85 [Reply]

1. light doesn't have an unlimited speed. != eternity (though speed the concept only exists in the presence of time)
2. light will be blocked by matter
3. It's not light that fills the entire universe (at least, not visible light)
All I refer to is the visible light. It's these points that cannot convince me light is the incarnation of the spirit. I really don't understand. I need some gods show me some obviously higher, purer, the primordial light.

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