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"Alle Empfindungen stiegen bis zu einer niegekannten Höhe in ihm. Er durchlebte ein unendlich buntes Leben; starb und kam wieder, liebte bis zur höchsten Leidenschaft, und war dann wieder auf ewig von seiner Geliebten getrennt."
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     No.373[Reply]

    What really awkward about poetry for the author is they develop their individualities unnoticeable, then every time the author re-visit them, their distinct individualities and developments quickly standout and look so strange. This made me hard to say I like those poetry I wrote because I gradually cannot know them entirely.
    Though I’m actually enjoy this strangeness because this is literally creation of thoughts. There are tranquilities beneath the surface of poetic languages, in line with Virgil’s Georgics.

     No.374

    Tranquilities. This is to be immersed with the nature or the matter of poetry.


     No.299[Reply]

    I guess it was in some group chats someone spread out my onion address. I think none of them is relevant to this chan actually.
    Don’t waste time on my chan if you even don’t bother to read a Nietzsche.

     No.371

    File: 1774259613440.png (114.92 KB, 1258x804,screenshot-20260323-173839.png)

    Obscura： http://obscurapoogzxwvrxmmardywkpbdzuhhfotswp7h4fxawou5x6j44gid.onion/links

    Filtering with "chan" and you will find deepswarm was catalogued there. Thanks Obscura for doing this! Compared to other ways of spreading, this onion-only approach is exactly what I want, even though I didn't think too deeply about it, atm.
    DS has also been indexed by JAL's search engine, but fortunately I'm okay with that.

     No.372

    and it's also on Tlaws DeepWeb Index: http://4dbjuex5eyr2g2nvsv6rgnnfxbqbyaqcylf6hig4dztjzirnkxp47yad.onion/


    File: 1723745361386.png (1.34 MB, 1867x890,imageMagick.png)

     No.118[Reply]

    The only clean and cloudflare-free digi-library over the internet.
    Onion only: http://libraryfyuybp7oyidyya3ah5xvwgyx6weauoini7zyz555litmmumad.onion/
    The search results in Chinese are quite complete, so don't worry. Haven't done much research on this digi-library yet, but my download speeds with snowflake-client on are acceptable.

     No.335

    seems like RIP.

     No.362

    http://nabilagregjcw4j3wpaq5yrbe3rl3cgpmwsgshlw7xvk4uczhsf6ouqd.onion/ try this one

     No.368

    >>362
    Love to see this, but I wish the [pdf] links were non-onion, or at least they can provide another col to show non-onion links.

     No.370

    >>335
    JAL is up again


     No.369Locked[Reply]

    Some retard trannies are flooding my junk email with their spam. Since I still don't self-host my email, which is unfortunate, I now may need to regularly clear out the junk folder in my disroot webmail. So, I will definitely cut down on how often I check my email.
    If you want to reach out, I suggest via XMPP. Or you might get a reply from me much later. These retards keep sexually harassing and trash talking and consuming the talktive vibe to be comfort, which has completely worn out my patience. They don't understand, I simply "hate" you, and nothing more I wanna say. I am bored. Your shit is unfortunately useless for me. They care very little about my conversation norms, which literally says,

    >I'm not interested in discussing
    >1. any personal 'mental health' issues - especially if your email is solely for seeking help in this area.
    >2. your 'gender indentity' or any this level of motherfucker issue.
    >3. any content related to 'SEX' is banned (whether it is mentioned for 'philosophy' or not)
    >4. criticize of any institute or system (such as, your university, 'modern world', x-'wing' 'community') you're currently involved in or affiliated to.
    >http://dswarmsikhttkg7jgsoyfiqpj3ighupfrvuz5ri3lu5q2dlqyrpgk7ad.onion/contact

    LMFAO, who cares, ultimately, on this planet or any other? Boredom is truth but "hate" is not necessary truth because I actually don't have any emotion towards them.

     No.363[Reply]

    1. add copy buttons for posts that contain Chinese
    2. music player in the bar linked to local folders

     No.364

    Landed a search update as well. May do more on this chan in the coming days.

     No.367

    File: 1773959676387.png (143.7 KB, 860x418,screenshot-20260320.png)

    There are more updates. I am now posting like this:


     No.354[Reply]

    I wanted to say, the space I'm seeking is a "place" beyond ANY reality that FOLLOWS. It will transcend every succession. This is not really related to the aliens, UFOs etc…. I'm not blindly seeking light/warm/god-like whatever places, so, similar to extreme high-altitude places on earth, abnormal places that simply challenging is worthy following. HARD LIFE / NATURE IS THE BASIC. This is poetry. This is essentially aesthetic.

    Then,

    I don't want to replicate a closed dynamics - an "autopoiesis" - for that. I pity those who aspire to 'be God'… yet refuse to go further, refuse to treat the stuffs you've grasped merely as conditions for higher devotion. What has been grasped are merely living conditions, wherever and whenever.

    Note that, LIFE is in a stable state in the sense that it can be replaced by any block of matters (content).

     No.355

    This is basically believing a transcendental privacy that is forever magical. It against community - for Foerster reality is equal to community.

    I’ve played around this idea for a while, surely it has some connections with Steiner’s ideas on the production of sounds: arithmetic space produces sounds. I may leave it for future review.

     No.356

    >>354

    Transcendental privacy (space) as poet’s life with forever magical ultra-reality.

    One must imagine that this happens when the so called after life begins (you died) and this happens repeatedly

     No.366



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     No.365[Reply]

    Even though I was prepared for something like this, still really pissed off, I wiling to pay to a translation project but the 'Substack subscription' thing is seriously annoying.
    To Substack users: If you’re too tired to run a regular blog but still want to monetize, at least, at least, offer an alternative payment method (like Ko-fi or Liberapay) instead of forcing readers into a Substack subscription!

     No.234[Reply]

    Is simply that an old poet friend of me killed himself.
    I have been suffering from regret of his death since he died. I think at some certain time I didn't treat this friendship (I was forced into this friendship I wasn't really willing to befriend with this guy obviously) very sincerely because I thought his poems were stupid.

    Who else can do such a thing for him besides me? Maybe some of his dumb leftist friends have made similar decisions to continue his life, but I know none of them can fucking do better than me.

    When your poem is still so tender that it is almost stupid, it has its beauty. This is also my thoughts on him, or his stupid poetry.
    6 posts omitted. Click reply to view.

     No.357

    Idk if we’re old friends or not lol. I’m a dummy who used to share u a lot photos of sunsets I’ve taken cause it reminds me ur name, I think it’s beautiful. I don’t really want to bother you since you have a new life and we haven’t been in touch for a long time. But as an old acquaintance I just wanna say hi and wish you well.

     No.358

    >>357
    Hi, so which topic you want to talk about atm?

    Wagner?… or UFO?

     No.359

    >>357
    Since that I am not able to know who you are, it might be meaningless to repeat a 'wish you good as well' to you (the you is unknown)

     No.360

    I thought I mentioned something that you might have a clue about who I am but you don’t. Nvm, we just met online so probably not that close. But I always remember you, not in a weird way lol, probably it’s weird to you ><. I listen to music but not as the way you do, or like any music lover. idk if I can talk about Wagner and making any sense, I’m not a deep person and barely read, I might annoying you even started this conversation but somehow I just did, sorry? :3 I enjoy fantasizing about ufo stuff, outer space when I was a kid, it brings me serenity. Like an adventurous journey of Wagner’s music maybe. Nonsense talk haha, I can’t really hold a ‘meaningful’ conversation. I actually just wanna 路过踩踩 lol.

     No.361

    >>360
    Hi… I tried hard to recall based on your words, but honestly I still can't place who you are. From what I remember over the past few years, no one has sent me photos like that, but you might be referring to a much earlier time. I didn't save any of them because the chinese term for "sunset", as you know (let's call this as A), isn't actually equal to the natural phenomenon it referring to, it's just a phonetic analogue of my real name (let's call this B). I used the way my dad calls my name B , which sounds exactly like the chinese term for "sunset". Naturally, in my heart I only relate A to its color, which is a rich vermilion, rather than the natural phenomenon. For example, my reaction to a real sunset is different from others who know my name, A. When I see one, I never think of myself, but some people "blame" me for choosing this name because it reminds them of me every time. I even imagine my old friends, the ones I've lost touch with, being forced to think of me when they see a sunset. It's really awkward, since I genuinely just want to be forgotten, this is actually a thought completely free of resentment, and not as people might imagine…

    And, here is a reminder, I think, you don't have to apologize this much, there's really no need for overthinking or overanalyzing your own words. I've noticed some people like to do this, and I suspect this isn't healthy for themselves either.

    Not to mention, as you claimed we were old friend, if someone is not a tech person, it takes time to be able to access to this onion site. This is an active act that doesn't frequently happen in my "social circle" as I can recall, so it means a lot if you carefully read some content of this site.


     No.353[Reply]

    I hope they understand I normally don't interested in reading other modern people's literature works - with the exception of a handful of often-cited works. Poetry is another exception, and it's only limited to poets I know in real life.

     No.337[Reply]

    A stupid bug now fixed.

     No.347

    Hello there! @disr.it isn't a valid XMPP suffix. If I'm not mistaken, your address should be xenine@disroot.org, right?

     No.348

    Yes, thanks for pointing this out. I have fixed the error on the contact page. disr.it is only equivalent to disroot.org for email addresses.


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