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     No.102[Reply]

    I'll document Lolita outfits in a humble way and make every of them licensed under CC BY-NC-ND 4.0. I don't have a lot of very elaborate JSK or OP at the moment, but when it's expensive and beautiful enough to be worth photographing, I'll make a picture of that. Stay as anonymous as possible, so most of the pics definitely don't show full facial features. I know that posture and body shape can also give away some secrets, but now it's not actually the first thing that needs to be considered for me.
    Purely for fun and nothing else: https://deep-swarm.xyz/posts/lolita-gallery.html

     No.103

    This is literally a woman thing and honestly, it's the only acceptable form of a woman for me.
    So far I've found that taking portraits and making them with darktable and gimp is really enjoyable and meaningful. I've been secretly arranging and organizing these outfits for a while now.
    I'm actually very strict about clothing, extremely comfortable and high-performance fabrics that must resist washing (Arc’teryx) or extremely aesthetically pleasing designs that are not suitable for everyday wear (Lolita brands https://deep-swarm.xyz/toolkit/posts/2023-12-29-lolita-consumption.html).
    It takes a reason and a specific natural atmosphere to wear a Lolita outfit. This is in contrast to what is perceived as a very unnatural form of confidence in this kind of special clothing, which they like to say with embarrassment: I wear my clothes just for me. But the deeper reality is that, clothing is not just for oneself (being stared, watched and perceived), it's an interaction with the environment and space, and it has nothing to do with a more kitschy cultural identity either.
    I'm not at all interested in the Lolita community (especially the kind that likes to gather together). Being stared at is also pretty embarrassing, I avoid wearing it in front of people, and I don't want to reveal that to anyone I don't approve of, so I should enjoy wearing it in front of my friends.

     No.104

    File: 1714810865804.png (197.06 KB, 330x303,Maki_Miura,_Shizuka_Miura,….png)

    Another thing: I have no interested in Shizuka and her music. I only loved and enjoying Morita Doji and 浅川Maki. I don't want people to misunderstand that.
    Essentially, I really don't think that Gothic Lolita outfits has much to do with being "a beautiful and sad woman" per se, and even the poems I've written have never been in the context of a celebration of women.

     No.105

    >>104
    Doji's albums are all on a different level compared to Shizuka's. I've always felt that Doji's folk music is the highest achievement within Japanese pop music, or music. Even compared to the underground, only something like the Flower travellin band can equal it, I think. But, actually, what I really really know in my mind is, FTB certainly doesn't have a lot of the things that Doji's music has. It's not deep, it doesn't have any thinking but it's unforgettable, a real shallow shadow you want to escape from. Like those 广东人.

     No.106

    File: 1714812832641.webm (2.63 MB, 600x559,02 - ぼくと観光バスに乗ってみませんか.webm)


     No.107

    File: 1714814862739.webm (13.17 MB, 1280x720,Harutaka Mochizuki 20170826, fragments - 2-PqsxGJFa5WY.webm)

    >>104
    Perhaps another relevant piece (full video), by Harutaka Mochizuki:



     No.53[Reply]

    So I wrote a new poem.
    你或许可以忘记我,由于我是如此透明,轻盈
    那样轻盈地忘记,这时候你如孩子一般行事
    忘记我曾为你的艰熬,暗夜,及曙光降临时
    我真诚的眼,总是充满着动人的血丝
    你的眼睛总是黯淡,告诉我你的不确定
    你忘记海洋,由于它是如此透明,
    满盈着数不尽的杂质,无法估量之深,
    它被烈日或,温柔的橘色,照烈,
    如此轻盈的蒸发掉,却根本不能显的更少,
    海洋只是不说话,它拍打,你忘记了它,
    你离开了它,因为你走出了海滩,
    但你无法不听它层叠拍打的结果,你无法
    奔跑得比,海浪声音还快,你相信我,
    看着我充满血丝的眼睛,你忘记了它,
    海,颜色的重量和它的意义压着你的整个人生,
    由于你再也无法准确地回忆,
    海浪变淡了,淡出你毫无空隙的生活,
    你忘记了它,似乎,你是被迫忘记,
    你说,你通过遗忘而生活,
    遗忘,它如同你生活的根基和养分,
    你认为,你遗忘我,就如同遗忘海洋,
    你遗忘海洋,就如同遗忘了我,
    你跑出海滩,总有一天,你要跑出
    我的房间,总有一天,你要跑出那片海滩,
    因为海滩,数目非凡,你离开这片海,
    因为下一片海正在呼唤你,它寻找你,
    你看着我的诗歌,笑得如此快乐,
    而下一首让你快乐的诗,将让你更加快乐
    你向我担保,我与海一起说道,
    你的快乐,是你遗忘我们的结果,
    而你的下次快乐,是你忘记这一首诗,
    和你这次的快乐的结果。
    3 posts and 1 image reply omitted. Click reply to view.

     No.59

    Test Audio Dueil angoisseus - Peste Noire :

     No.95

    File: 1713674238063.webm (2.07 MB, 600x600,output.webm)

    Test Webm

     No.96

    File: 1713675546439.mp3 (9.25 MB,02. CDR - Realworld.mp3)

    >>95
    test mp3

     No.100

    Here's another
    海浪旋转着消隐了,它们
    --旋转着退出那让人厌倦
    --的对人的胁迫,你确信
    --绚烂平静的曙光,
    --清洗所有让你阴郁的
    --海带质地的油污,和曾经的剧痛
    --将你载去不可预知的终极
    --道路的末端闪亮且清晰着
    
    他们没有离开,---你留恋他们
    --许多破碎的东西躺在那里,
    --这是光永远也透不进来的地方,
    --你看不到他们,在那里只有肤浅的虚无
    --可悲伤为何流溢于他们其中,
    --他们为何确实没有离开?他们只是沉湎死亡,
    --不管怎样,那些人永远将自己浸入其中,
    --可能,你不停在做的是为他们哀悼,
    -----------他们只是死了,
    --因此他们消失了,仿佛逃离了你,
    --你由于喧闹而备受误解和嘲笑
    
    曙光携带着它亲爱的颠倒者,
    --刺眼的及柔美的,这些
    -----------是海鸟的荣耀
    --没有一滴海水会打湿它,整齐的羽翼,清白,
    --安魂曲,降落,梦中的遐想,这诗渐渐地像
    --碎贝壳,来自岩石,且被击碎在海滩之前
    --你压碎我,而把我吞噬其中
    --永爱的甜蜜,我如此甘心和不悔
    
    那些诗,-------,不过它们
    --一定程度上统领着绝望与被弃者的
    --辛酸的生活,形单影只站在一些
    --山峰前,湿润的沼泽地旁,就是曙光,
    --拽着你前往那个还没形成的明天,
    --一个又一个掀起的苦痛的巨浪,
    --他们也找不到你对此的解释,
    --无非是乱成麻的稿纸皱缩在
    --你被卸下的血肉枷锁之间,
    --你的模样,远离所有体面的形式,
    --他们为你心疼,而你仍无需对这作些反应,
    --你可能会看到一些眼泪
    --用你刀锋般的眼神,竟然能远远地
    --品尝到滴滴眼泪中的可怖的盐分
    --就像听懂并且得到丛林海洋的音乐
    --同样是被胁迫而得的本领
    
    所有的所有,将能用一些尊贵的金色
    --消融和恢复,你的面容,
    --将焕发生机和神采,
    --愤怒与怀疑幻化为,
    --晶莹美妙的奕奕光晕;
    --滩涂前摇曳着的可能会是
    --被你截段的黑发,徐徐,
    --让我们一起永远回到那一天,
    --寻找刻画在终点处的你的形体,
    --我永恒的哀思,我甜美的终极
    
    你的神性将我永远压垮,
    --时间全部就此停下,
    --这个世界不再存在
    --在曙光中我失去你
    --曙光最终会成为
    --我们真的看清彼此面容的夜灯

     No.101

    >>100
    The last two stanzas have a particular Novalis-like atmosphere, and it's really not a deliberate imitation of him or any romanticism poets, it's too hard for me to imitate anyone's poems, because honestly, I don't seem to have really studied works of some specific poets, so imitation is out of the question. So the last shinny two were written while listening to Schubert's D759 (Jonathan Nott, TUD1660), and other than that, it's really the final product of an intense, sharp pain, I've been experiencing. I really have to value my life more, and the smoothness of it. It's a common saying, but sometimes i'm too impulsive to give it up, and I hope I never live that life of a typical poor poet again. The results were mediocre, but it seems to have taken a few more layers off me, and I almost literally lost my life, which is so exhausting. The sea almost swallowed me.



     No.63[Reply]

    >>62
    Just wasted 12 Euro and found out that it is even broken THERE! Prestomusic!
    Need to submit a complaint.
    5 posts omitted. Click reply to view.

     No.69

    >>67
    The orthodox chant, its CD is fine, but the track on the streaming service is ruined. So it should not be an engineering error. I don't really think it's possible that the problematic track in "Bach: Contrapunctus XI &Beethoven: Cello Sonata No. 1 & String Quartet Op. 132" is an engineering one. That's ridiculous.
    BTW the problematic album is not a DG album. It is AVI8553225, released by Avi Music: https://avi-music.de/index_e.html
    The album was released in 2011. Qobuz also got the metadata wrong. Think it's because of:
    >Deutsche Grammophon and CAvi-music announce strategic partnership across label & catalogue
    https://www.deutschegrammophon.com/en/projects/diverse-kuenstler/news/deutsche-grammophon-and-cavi-music-announce-strategic-partnership-across-label-catalogue-269236

     No.70

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    >>69
    Thanks for notice. This is so complicated. So I thought this is a DG album since the qobuz labeled it with DG, but the truth is its not only DG, but a collaboration of DG with CAvi. The cover really isn't DG's style. Don't quite understand exactly what work DG did in this case, as it seems like the mastering works should have been handled by Cavi.

     No.71

    >>70
    At least now:
    >The DIGITAL distribution (streaming/Donwload) is exclusively handled by
    >DEUTSCHE GRAMMOPHON GmbH, 10245 Berlin/Germany.
    https://avi-music.de/html/jakla_e.html

    Let me buy a physical copy and see what's happening. Pretty sure that there shouldn't be any problem with the physical version. DG now really becomes suspicious.

     No.72

    >>71
    Did prestoclassical respond to your complaint? Just found presto even has streaming service (with free trial). So I really think your order was the first one. lol

     No.73

    File: 1712821642133.jpeg (155.82 KB, 1192x1113,response.jpeg)

    >>72
    Yes they did.
    >We have also passed this on to our digital downloads department for investigation.
    LMAO



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     No.52[Reply]

    I'm so thrilled and ecstatic when I can enjoy this kind of stuff and Xenakis' works at the same time. It's like an individual who seems to devour and encompass all the Time that belongs to music. It's like "Ich lebe bei Tage / Voll Glauben und Mut / Und sterbe die Nächte / In heiliger Glut".
    >I guess being receptive towards all sorts of stupidity and silliness is the hallmark of being sufficiently individuated, so that it's possible for a, say, Beethovenian to appreciate in his individuality an ECM style Jazz.
    >It signifies the vastness and the ferocity of the soul. Bears all, suffers all, overcomes all. Accept, understand, and transmute. And never fears to be not sufficiently individuated, since it is impossible for the soul to be de-individuated, by virtue of the sheer power of the will that emanates from the soul and generates the thisness of the soul.


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     No.49[Reply]

    Finally got something done quickly that I've been wanting to do for a long time, perfect.
    New Tent instance: https://tent.deep-swarm.xyz/
    For the time being I'm using a id cookie of my personal account, not sure how long this cookie will be valid but I'll keep an eye on it…

     No.50

    Sooner or later I'll set up onion support for these new services.

     No.51

    In the short term I'll probably focus more on diversifying the services, e.g. Pastebin, file transfer, etc.



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     No.48Locked[Reply]

    Yet another LibreY instance! https://librey.deep-swarm.xyz/
    This is so great. LibreY supports both Clearnet and Tor search results, even torrents. And the setup process was extremely EZ. I've already set LibreY as the default, goodbye metager.
    So, after thinking about it, I might set up a invidious instance one day.


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     No.47Locked[Reply]

    Yet another SearXNG instance! https://searx.deep-swarm.xyz/


     No.11[Reply]

    Why Kairos never release any Xenakis…
    10 posts omitted. Click reply to view.

     No.27

    >>25
    Anyway, Xenakis as a composer, was aware of it and did some changes. He left the nation, left corbusier, left darmstadt, left GRM, he left Ircam, he kept leaving and starting over, with mission.

     No.29

    >>25
    brahms.ircam.fr is actually THE place to see their reception of various composers. Electroacoustic/computer composers're actually included. Those seem to have become "national symbols", art-music-technology… for french. Ircam continues to get brutal in this regard, now it filled with wearable devices, diagrams, that sort of thing.

     No.31

    >>27
    He's too much a thing. His conversations, his writings, they're absolutely clear. He hardly ever cites, and never write trivial nonsense to exhibits snobbery in order to be seen as highbrow. And you read Stockhausen, or read Boulez, full of dumbfuck trivial nonsense. It's about intelligence. I'll say that he's literally operating at a different level. If you're too intelligent it's hard for you to actually be successful (in its banal sense) since you're just too different.

     No.33

    >>31
    Well, Boulez's own writings and his correspondence with Cage, I may say, were full of social relationships and so on. B and X 're quite different, cannot talk and get along, I think it has a lot to do with the strong social nature of Boulez himself, and he doesn't think about anything other than music, so, X was a doomer to him, basically. I once scanned a book https://deep-swarm.xyz/share/my-scans/Boulez.pdf . Boulez was criticised him in this talk, talking about the Form, saying stochastics composing made no sense. It's too weird.
    Stockhause, I haven't read any, is this book Towards a Cosmic Music worth reading?

     No.34

    >>33
    IDK. I don't like his music, neither his writings. I think they, the latter, are almost new-age type vulgarizations of the currents of his milieu. He's more akin to Scriabin in his style of thought, and in its characteristic, actually subcultural; in the tech-gnosis spectrum. Similar to, say, Terence McKenna, associatedd with weeds and mushrooms and so on.



     No.37[Reply]

    Me own a top-floor garden of 60+- sq m. Planting some coffee trees, and be a real vo-men
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     No.40

    So a glowing garamond is like this: Garamond.
    ::((Garamond))::

     No.41

    Test code block:
    code and
    code block

     No.42

    Define rules for these tags, then in inc/config.php:
    	// goth font [[]]
    	$config['markup'][] = array("/\[\[(.+?)\]\]/", "<goth>\$1</goth>");
    	// garamond font (())
    	$config['markup'][] = array("/\(\((.+?)\)\)/", "<gara>\$1</gara>");
            // glow :: ::
    	$config['markup'][] = array("/\:\:(.+?)\:\:/", "<glow>\$1</glow>");

     No.44

    Gothic title Garamondic title
    ## [[Gothic title]] ((Garamondic title))

     No.45

    File: 1712241478866.jpg (46.31 KB, 500x281,tree-500.JPG)

    >>39
    So this is the tree.



     No.20[Reply]

    The web design stage of this site finally gone… New chan badge available! Animations’re still need a redo.
    Now two sites look very similar, this is what I always want to do.

     No.32

    Now it's glowing in the dark.

     No.35

    File: 1712156297139.png (284.98 KB, 539x539,8d00c442e497718fb36aa0cb3f….png)

    Now i'm really glowing…

     No.43

    Now i'm really glowing, for real…



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